wowowO0......~My Waterloo~........

i know well that u dont need me any more

n u r not necessary to me from now on...

u can live better than me if i leave away from u

n  u can find a substitute for me in a short period...

there s no doubt that  im hurting myself

but i still choose to get away without any hesitation ...coz i can no longer put up with u n ur manners ...

it doesnt mean what u haf done to me...but juz dont like u anymore...even hate u le...

u dont allow others to haf privacy...

u try every shift available to inquire about others matters...

but u nvr allow others to know wht de hell things u r going...

u r sooooooooo suspicious that i should keep many many "secrets" in ur eyes 4 u...

u dont trust anyone

u dont haf confidence

but there r so many guys  envying u around ...do u noe it?!

u r excellent!

when others enquiring me what part-time job u r doing ,i always dont noe how 2 answer...

4u ,i  haf 2 cheat my other frds

is it enough?! but it s really enough to me...

i dont wanna say anything when just after quarreling with u...n i ll naturally forgive u after a few days even few hours ...

i dont wanna expree de anguish of de inner soul to my frds

i dont wanna put all my cards on ...coz i think its too disgusting...but u always do that...

n i admit that im pigheaded...im not good at showing hot heart to frds

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thz time,i returned all ur things  2 u...it s de symbol that we dont haf any relationship any more

i still dont wanna say any disgusting word 

juz GOODBYE n THANK YOU!

feel so bad n  rather sluggish!

i m sick again la....

i dont wanna take da  tablets with any color....

juz like my chocolate beans

wow...stacey s now in Amoy la...a nice quiet  island n da it has relaxed cadence...i dun noe how many times i 'v been here b4...but still like her la...so now wat should i say?!...hmmmmmm..........maybe sth  da deep feelin in my heart...

sometimes i cant see ur heart clearly...may i trust u n me?...but everytime received ur msg full of caring...i was always touched by ur each word...n when u were telling me ur story...i know tat u trust me n want me 2 noe u more...but but but...Luv is not only a sentiment but also an art...we all walk carefully by da line...

 yep...there r different guys coming out every stage in my life...but now it's u ...................

说是节日...可怜的我却一天没吃饭...与泡面为舞...为论文而S...

da one s not i m w8ing 4...sry ...my lonely  x'mas...

i dun noe how 2 accept...dun noe from wat time i juz can refuse...  da one s not my pretty one...

my mandarin made da examiners sigh all through da text today...

damn it!!!!!!!   

i cant speak mandarin in standard ...my Cantonese s also not fluent...n cant understand the Southern Min dialect either...n saying nothing of my poor en la......

i think i m losing my lang. ability

there r still so many papers need 2 write....

n wat am i doing?....

da answer must b...dying!!!

sex--it seems 2 b my forbidden zone

but 2day...a guy's saying hurt me so much...

“some1:你别告诉我...你长这么大没跟男生在床上...

me:的确没有...

some1：哦...纯洁的孩子...”

yep...i'm 21 now...n so wat?!...is it my fault?...i dun believe tat all da gls in cn above 21 have sex experience...damning stupid guy...but u haf realli hurt me la...